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Dragon's Dance

Posted by Anna Johnston on Sunday, August 1, 2010, In : Music 

(i no its not very good, but whatever. it is wat it is. tell me wat you think)

Snuff out this life

steal my soul and hide it

throwing away the key.



I am but a shell of my former self

lost forever

lost to all


This is what fate has chosen

just not what i intended

choking on my own burning flesh

lost forever

lost to all

never to be found


The darkness burning

burning as it seaps out of my pores

i'm still here

body still intact

can you tell that i am gone?


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The Perfect

Posted by Anna Johnston on Sunday, July 11, 2010, In : Poetry 
Food is my enemy

My mind is the battlefield

Fighting the urge

using all the self-control in my body..

water and vitamins are my diet.

determined to be beautiful

to be the perfect.

wanting beauty

needing food

refusing it.

starving myself

in this quest for perfection......

body breaks down

you can see the bones clearly now,

but STILL i continue

mind forcing me to continue

determined to have the perfect


looking in the mirror

finally understanding....

ana is NOT my fri...

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How Could You

Posted by Anna Johnston on Sunday, July 11, 2010, In : Poetry 
How could you know that I'm falling for you

I couldn't confess to you that i love you

when i have told you time and time again that i don't believe in love


How could you know that I want to be yours

I want to be able to call you mine, but how can I

when i know you deserve so much better


How could you know that I don't want to fuck you

I tell myself that I only have sex with guys I am dating

when I still walk over to your house


How could you tell me that you love me

I'm brok...

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Hanging on a tread by Lauren Menefee

Posted by Anna Johnston on Sunday, July 11, 2010, In : Poetry 
No I'm not worthit
I'm really not,
And i shouldn't have even tried...
See ya go me!
Another failed attempt,
Exactly see, I still try
It's just a bad habit.
I'm hopelessly stuck,
I feel so alone,
I try to help out but it just can't be done.
I don't mean to fail, really I don't,
I'm sorry I hurt you.
"You haven't you know?"
Yeah right,
You know I have.
I fail every day like I always do...
How have I failed...
Ha that's rich.
Oh come on, don't act like you don't know.
Tonight was awful,
I mean what a blo...

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